Did I mention that I'm not a fan of flowers (since Valentines day is coming up). They remind me of dead people and funerals:(

The Love Month

with Valentines day just around the corner I've been thinking a lot about Jareb and I. He amazes me!!! Recently I had a very very depressing day (not sure why because nothing about my life is depressing) but I had NO idea why i was so sad. Bubba was right by my side the whole day! He asked me if i needed chocolate even haha and Im not even a fan of chocolate but he was willing to go get me anything i needed or wanted:) He made me a hot bubble bath that usually fixes everything. To top it off he brought me a glass of sparkling cider with a straw that had 2 hearts in it:) Still wasn't fixing things:( So it just got me thinking how amazing he is to be there every second for me trying to make everything better when im not the normal me!
Bubba is such a great father too! It literally brings tears to my eyes to watch him play with Tyson. The smile and twinkle in Tyson's eye loving every minute of playing with his dad:)
Where would I be without my family? I can't even imagine my life without them:) I am trully blessed!

Random update for the week

As a Mom I now know how it feels to have to work full time while i have some one watching our little one and it breaks my heart. Although I always leave the house perfectly fine when Chandel watches him because i know he is in good hands with someone Jareb, Tyson, and I can trust. The days that she isn't able to be here i have to take him to an in house daycare and i always go to work in tears. I just dont think i can trust these people and so this week i decided that would be the last time i take him there. I feel blessed that for so long i was able to bring him with me to work since i was a nanny but now that Bubba works for St. Lukes he can only work 20 hours a week all year long! bummer! so im just trying to pick up some slack!
Not much happening this week but i declined going to Brown Mackie because im not for sure they are accredited for MA. not gonna chance being in debt 12k dollars for 2 years. on the other hand, this week we started working with Tyson on walking and standing on his own. Today is the first time he almost feels secure about standing on his own. Saturday night we went to the cheesecake factory and invited jessica and mike along and then came back to our place to play just dance 2! its a blast. i cant get over it haha. this coming saturday we are having a just dance wii party im stoked! Church has been really good. i really really like our ward!!! its awesome and i dont wanna move out of it when we move in april....maybe we can specially request to stay in it? we will see!

"Go Crazii"

Not much to blog about except today Tyson associated the word "no" with shaking his head no so when i tell him no he shakes his head...so cute! And we were practicing walking to daddy and when he was standing with daddy i told him "Go Crazy" and he starts shaking his head and moving his arms up and down in a crazy manner its great! he also know what birdies do. i say "tyson what do birdies do?" and he flaps his arms:) yes i know our son is quiet the genius:)

Family Photo When Tyson Turned 6 Months Old!

Back To School

This week i went to Brown Mackie College cause i have been wanting to start school. B.M. has night classes and you do one class per month and the next month you do another instead of doing 4 or whatever classes at the same time for a whole semester. perfect for me so i can focus better! i found out when i went that you have to be recommended in order to get accepted so i was nervous. the school sounded so perfect for me. long story short i had 2 interviews and got recommended and got accepted all in the same day! they loved me haha. ive never been so excited to start school. i start january 31st and will graduate feb 2013:) Just in time for bubs and I to move to wherever he gets accepted for grad school so hopefully we will be moving to Idaho Falls.

The New Year

Wow i completely failed at keeping up on blogging but now i plan do blog at least every week?>>>possibly haha. The New Year has been great so far besides Tyson getting sick for the first time ever! (besides a runny nose) Dr. confirmed his 2 ear infections so he is on antibiotics. Lucky for me he got me sick:( i have been feeling pretty crappy and yesterday my throat started to hurt more than it ever has. took a look at it and it was extremely red with sores and a black spot. definatly didnt think that seemed right so i gargled with salt water. isnt that supposed to do the trick? apparently not cause this morning i woke up and it was worst. couldnt stand it so Bubs took me to Primary Health Care. found out i have a bad sinus infection so im on 2 antibiotics. they are wonderful cause one puts me to sleep and relaxes my body more than its been relaxed since i had Tyson. Oh and did i mention I got Bubs sick:( ya so we are a household full of sickos! but we will survive.